Sunday, December 20, 2009

I never really am.

Have you ever looked at the dark sky.
And wondered about your whole life.
I have...

I see the stars in the moon light.
Shining upon my eye.
Makes me think about the days that i was fine.

Until then,
I have to be the man,
I never really am.

Its not fair.
I try harder then i can,
To lose out in the end.

in the end...

...

So here im starting a new lie.
To get out of my old life.
Im sad.

I feel the breeze in the hot sun.
Birds fly high, its a new dawn.
And i wake up feeling good like nothings wrong.

So i can!
I can be the man.
I know i really am.

Not the boy.
You thought you used to know.
He is not for you to throw.

Have you ever felt the breeze in the hot sun.
And sat down to look at the dark sky.
I have...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The song for you.

I wrote a song.
A song about you.
I hope it makes sense.
Or i'll never be a man.

I tried to sing it out to you.
I tried to make the words go through.
But futile,
was the result.

I tried to make the world go round.
I tried to make you smile.
But it was futile.

So when, must i say.
I loved you being there.
To hold me close.
When must i say.
The time will never come.
The time will fucking run.

So,
I tried to sing it out to you.
I tried to make the words go through.
But futile,
was the result.

I tried to make the world go round.

I tried to make you smile.
But it was futile.


So then the sky said
,while i was looking at it,
he picked me by the hand.
He said he understands.

He told to me to
try to sing it out to you.
And try to make words go through.
It wont be futile...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

No one to relate to.

Once was a time,
when love would see us through.
Now its gone, i was wrong, and i never to meant to hurt you
Now its lost and gone,
Never to return.
And I've waited, i'm waiting for you to come back.

Can you hear me cry?
Im missing you.
Can you see me try?
To get to you.
As the time goes by.
My heart gets cruel.
Thats when i know its time.
To get over you.
get over you.

You took my heart.
And tore it into two.
Now im hurt, and im lost, and i never really loved you.
Now im lost and gone.
Never to return.
Cuz i've waited and waited for you to come back.

Did you hear me cry?
I was missing you.
Did you see me try.
To get to you.
As the time goes by,
Im hating you.
Thats when i know its time.

To get over you.
get over you.
get over you.
get over you...

Can you hear me cry?

Im missing you.
Can you see me try?
To get to you.
As the time goes by.
My heart gets cruel.
Thats when i know its time.
To get over you.
get over you.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

They taught me not to care.

One by one they left me all alone.
To fend for my own.
Why did they just leave me?
I never will know.
Why wont they give me another chance.
So i can change for them.
Why did they just leave me?
I never will know.

(One) by one they left me all alone.
To fend for my own.
Why did they just leave me?
I never will know.

(Every)night, I lay here all alone.
To dream on my own.
Why did they just leave me?
I never will know.

They taught me not to care.
They said it wasnt fair.
Im starting to get it.
Dont you fret about it.
Liar, liar.
You taught me not to care.
You said it wasnt fair.
You start to regret it.
I dont care about it.

Its far too late, for you to have me now.
I've learnt not to care.
Why did i just leave you?
You never will know.
(Now) now, youre left there all alone.
To fend for your own.
Why did i just leave you?
You never will know.

You never will know.
You never will know.
You never will know.

They taught me not to care.
They said it wasnt fair.
Im starting to get it.
Dont you fret about it.
Liar, liar.
You taught me not to care.
You said it wasnt fair.
You start to regret it.
I dont care about it.

They taught me not to care.
They said it wasnt fair.
Im starting to get it.
Dont you fret about it.
Liar, liar.
You taught me not to care.
You said it wasnt fair.
You start to regret it.
I dont care about it.

Dont wanna care about it-

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Falone.

Do you remember the date?

Of our very first outing.

Sadly its too late now...

To remember how,

we used to be.

Why cant you see?

that girl i miss you.

That girl i need you.

In my life.

Why cant we be?

Forever together.

We're meant for each other.



But we've already fallen apart.

When i knew you from the start,

I swore I saw its gonna happen.

I thought i would move on.

By then it was too late.

So I left it up to fate.

And it left me there to suffocate.

I close my eyes and pray...



I close my eyes and pray...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Learn to give it a try...

Everyday is a new day. (For crying out loud?)
Everyday is when i pray. (For you to come out!)
But i know what youre gonna say. (Its always the same!)
You gonna say its not ok.

...


Why's it not okay? (oh hey?)
When we're old enough and smart enough to...
make some mistakes. (oh hey?)
You know i love you and you can't deny it.
We'll make it right. Tonight,
i'll take your hand and i would hold it tight.
Till the end of time. (Thats why...)
You should learn to give it try...


...

Yesterday i saw your face. (Its stuck in my mind!)
Yesterday i saw your smile. (I wish you were mine!)
You make me wanna go there and say. (I know i wouldnt dare)
Im gonna say that its ok!

...


Why's it not okay? (oh hey?)
When we're old enough and smart enough to...
make some mistakes. (oh hey?)
You know i love you and you can't deny it.
We'll make it right. Tonight,
i'll take your hand and i would hold it tight.
Till the end of time. (Thats why...)
You should learn to give it try...

...


I'll light your darkest days...
I'll make the haze go away...
I will clear your head of doubts...
I will make you smile from now...

...


Everyday is a new day...
Everyday is when i pray...

...


Everyday is a new day. (For crying out loud?)
Everyday is when i pray. (For you to come out!)
But i know what youre gonna say. (Its always the same!)
You gonna say its not ok.


...


Why's it not okay? (oh hey?)
When we're old enough and smart enough to...
make some mistakes. (oh hey?)
You know i love you and you can't deny it.
We'll make it right. Tonight,
i'll take your hand and i would hold it tight.
Till the end of time. (Thats why...)
You should learn to give it try...

For i will love you till the end of time...

...
Now if only i could like play instruments and sing well. =(