I never really am.

Have you ever looked at the dark sky.
And wondered about your whole life.
I have...

I see the stars in the moon light.
Shining upon my eye.
Makes me think about the days that i was fine.

Until then,
I have to be the man,
I never really am.

Its not fair.
I try harder then i can,
To lose out in the end.

in the end...

...

So here im starting a new lie.
To get out of my old life.
Im sad.

I feel the breeze in the hot sun.
Birds fly high, its a new dawn.
And i wake up feeling good like nothings wrong.

So i can!
I can be the man.
I know i really am.

Not the boy.
You thought you used to know.
He is not for you to throw.

Have you ever felt the breeze in the hot sun.
And sat down to look at the dark sky.
I have...

The song for you.

I wrote a song.
A song about you.
I hope it makes sense.
Or i'll never be a man.

I tried to sing it out to you.
I tried to make the words go through.
But futile,
was the result.

I tried to make the world go round.
I tried to make you smile.
But it was futile.

So when, must i say.
I loved you being there.
To hold me close.
When must i say.
The time will never come.
The time will fucking run.

So,
I tried to sing it out to you.
I tried to make the words go through.
But futile,
was the result.

I tried to make the world go round.

I tried to make you smile.
But it was futile.


So then the sky said
,while i was looking at it,
he picked me by the hand.
He said he understands.

He told to me to
try to sing it out to you.
And try to make words go through.
It wont be futile...